In one Amy, who has fought cocaine and booze addiction, urges herself to "live like the bombshell I really am". In another she tells of her lust for a fella named Felix and writes: "There's too much sexual tension." Amy, now 27, scrawled lyrics amid course work for an English Literature A-level.
She wrote "Amy's Songs" on the front of a red notebook. Lines include: "I'm digging myself into a hole/These days I'll just work when once I had so much soul." Another verse starts: "Drain my drink & order more." And a third - "Find someone with whom I can come undone" - predicted her future with junkie Blake Fielder-Civil.